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The Broken Strong

 " Dance on broken glass, build castles with shattered dreams and wear your tears like precious pearls. Proud. Strong. Unshakable"-Anita Krizzan When you finally realize that you are alone, two things happen simultaneously. One you break and then you discover a quiet strength.A strength born in silence, forged in unanswered tears and pulverized by lost hope.  It's this strength that gives you the serenity to finally understand that it's the expectations that cause the pain.  Serenity comes from surrendering to the knowledge that you will not be heard, there is no one to listen to you. At the moment, you pick your self up and gather the scattered pieces of your heart and walk tentatively. You pick up the burdens that you wished could be shared. That wish too will grow silent and you will not need anyone anymore. You will be enough and that is where you will find your destiny.  Your walls will be so high, your heart so impenetrable that nothing will ever hurt you again.

Who am I?

 For so long I have tried for you to see me. I tried so hard to make me the way you want but nothing is good enough. I remain unheard, always wrong and so small. You make me feel so small.  So I stopped. Stopped trying to make you see me. Trying to please, trying to be understood and I discovered me.  It does not matter if this Me is not what you want to see. It does not matter anymore. Your approval or disapproval is not my concern. You have lost me, I now walk my own path. taking small steps towards my journey. I may walk alone but I will walk proud.  You lost me and i am not coming back.